the snow is back and its ruining my life. i have no footwear to be dealing with these conditions and my nerves are gone with such fear that i will slip and become the guy on rte. so i didnt go to college and i didnt do my essay like i said i would i watched MASTER OF THE UNIVERSE on 4od and looked up physics theories like the complete nerd that i am. steven hawking is controlling everything he does y one muscle in his cheak. its the only muscle that he can control in his whole body. thats amazing. it makes you think how strong some people are. like if that was me i would of givin up a long time ago but hes still working, teaching and writing books. fair play to him. next book im getting out is a brief history of time. for sure!

the chinese neighbours are severly getting on my nerves. apart from the constant argueing that sounds like the girl is being stabbed with a knitting needle from her shrieks there is the ever present "toilet noises" coming from them. everymorning i can hear the guy coughing up phlem and farting. thats defo not ok right?? like i mean woopi cushion farts. full on! FUCK SAKE.